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I’m kind of bummed out..

I really feel bad, since that car accident last weekend, I kind of don’t want to drive around Castor anymore…=/

I will make sure that we will get through this together.

It will be a waste if you told me to leave, when I tried so hard. 

We should switch shoes one day. =]

I just realize that it was all just a dream….

I guess I have to be “happy” through the lies rather than BE happy with the truth.

When will I get this car?!

My dad said he’s looking for one already. I told him can I just get a nice-cheap car? And he goes, “No! I don’t want you to drive a CHEAP car! I’m looking for a good one for you, It will be soon!” =O. But when!??!?! The suspense. Is Killing. Me!!! 

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On a side note:

Today, I went to get a Parent plus loan. I messed up the first one for my dad, so I did another one for my mom. But…. only one can go through =[. I owe about 2700 and I clicked on two semesters instead of one, so the money got split into two semesters. I will only get 1300, so I have to come up with the other 1400 to pay for my tuition as soon as it approves by Friday or Monday. *sighs* Need to start saving a lot now. I’m going to bring my own lunch, to save 10-30 bucks everyday and save a lot of my coins XD. I really need to get everything situated. Especially, mine and my boyfriend’s cameras and I have to get a job soon. College is getting harder and harder every semester.

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On another side not:

Me and the boyfriend’s relationship seems a lot better than the last couple of LONG weeks—with the arguments and MORE arguments and struggles trying to keep this relationship going strong. But today, it felt like everything was just chill and I would love to keep it that way. Not seeing and talking to him for about 2 days made me miss him a lot more and I felt as if we’ve gotten closer. <3

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One the last side note:

I had a light asthma attack today, and the faculty called the paramedic and told me to go the hospital. I said I was fine after like 10 minutes of rest, but nooooooooo, they kept dragging on and on and I seriously got annoyed. I kept telling them that I didn’t want to go, because of personal reasons. They pressured and forced me after saying that they’re not going to force me to go if I refuse. They all didn’t let my “Mother” come over to check up on me to see if I was okay. This one guy said that I needed air, but There were like 3423483390485490 people surrounding me and I was feeling claustrophobic and one person had to be an ignorant guy and kicked me out of the campus because I didn’t want to go with the paramedics. He didn’t ask politely, he literally kicked me out. I got pissed and started to cry, because they kept forcing me when I politely said no. I was basically fine. The paramedics understood my personal reason, but the school couldn’t?  That’s funny to me.  

Hoping

So I’m hoping to get my camera fixed soon =[ and that I get a car. So many things that I hope for and all of this work better pay off. God is really testing out my patience. I’m just going to have to try harder and be more patient. =/